Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Nice To see my friends around me able to get to their secondary 4 sucessfully and i wished ur all the best nxt year as class 4D ..and same for the other classes too
But Sayin all this stuffs make me feel so envious of u guys....
I Feel so LeftOut When i see ur discussing ur marks happily while i sat there alone and Cried
Deep Down in my heart...
Issit dat i reallie dint put in my efforts enough or i am jus a Borned stupid Person...
Maybe i am selfish to think tis way ..but if jus only i am not alone to feel all tis pain
But on the second thought ,i will feel more bad and guilty if my friends failed or something..
As u see i only get
English(50/100)haven add the CAs and SA1(Maybe Will Pull me Down)and there go my life
Principal Of Accounts(501/2)
Chinese(62/100)
Chemistry(331/2)
Physic(14)
ScienceTotal(48)rounded up
SocialStudies&History(31)
Thank alot to those have been givin me all the encourage i need
but i reallie cannot get the words in my mind...
If u were me , I guess it is natural dat u will feel jus the same as me now...
And For Those Dat are In a Situation Worse then me....
All i can sae is Be Mentally Prepared To Be Retain oR Gd Luck ...
U will need it as Same as me ....
Signing Off
Spadez
7:21 AM
