Once again,heart fall into despair...
I totally lose my hope...Just wanna do well get a good future and leave this hellhole as soon as possible...Though it brought me warmth and closeness with my family members.
Now I just felt nothing...only can hear noises that is unpleasant.How I wish I was never born....Though my life is so much better than many others.
But I guess I am just lack of family warmth...