What the hell is wrong with my life?Somehow I feel so insecure right now.
I do not know who to trust or what to do.Hahaha felt like a joke.
Wonder if my polymates will see this and realise that derrick is actually a fellas that emo like fuck rofl.

Anyway somehow I believe that it is safer for me not to trust anyone.Got some bad memories of trusting too much on a person.It was like a dream when we best buddies and it burst like bubbles as soon as I seen the real him.Somehow it just felt good when I did a prank on him,making him feel so fuck up hahah.But again,it made me felt stupid.It like what the point right?I do not get any good stuff in return.Well anyway just plan to ignore him.

Change my ass...I aint gonna believe you ever.You provided me with the best service for heartbroken memories.
Oh I just remember,you wont even care.Fuck out off my life dude.

Shit,now I have to worry about my IS assignment....totally hate my teacher.Not really much of a helpful teacher.She is way too...proud.Yes I gotta admit she is a professional though.

Now I am just doing nothing grabbing hold of my pillow hugging it and rot.
It is like I have lost control of my life.

Oh yeah...went shisha with my secondary friends last night.Talk about the past hahah.It felt so good and relaxing.Oh speaking of which,I went bowling with 2 of my poly classmates.Glad I was never the last though but sadly never the first too lol.

Well that all for my post.It was meant for me to vent my stress anyway lol.