Gambling-Spad3z

2011-06-29T22:26:00.000-07:00

What a great day today, I had an conflict with my aunt before I headed out to school, when I reach school and took back one Common test paper and if I am not wrong from my assumption, I am the only one that failed the paper among my friends...How great life is don't you think? To add on further, my granduncle pass away yesterday morning...Rest in peace old man.

Just felt like blogging after thousand and thousand of years since my previous blog post.

When life sucks, simply suck it up.

DEFINE MOTHERLY LOVE

2010-07-05T09:18:00.000-07:00

Ok...To sum it all up.Today which is 6 of july 2010.

I lost my laptop which cost me around 1.7k.
It was during 6.45pm~7.30pm.Now I need to count my saving as it might cost me 1.2k to replace a new laptop or it will be $500 dollar
(Insurance did not state clearly whether the fee to replace is $500 or deduct $500 from the orginal price.)

Just made a police report 2hours ago, well I went home, and I told my aunt. Of course I was scolded and reprimanded and I accepted the scolding. But I really find it too much. My mom,ok to start off with,I understand she is mad at me for losing something AGAIN. But why do she have to scold me for other stuff when we are talking about my laptop...She can talk to me about my size and how fitting whenever I wear my clothes.DOES THAT EVEN LINK?

Now ok fine. I am really happy my mother is going to help me to call up the insurance for my laptop to check it up but due to that she is also frustrated.But still she doest not need to make me feel worse.If by making me feel worse,will it help me to retrieve my laptop back?or will it help me to be more careful next time?NO OF COURSE NOT!

I really do not know what kind of mother do I have.Now I am really guilty(due to the fact I lost my laptop) and really disappointed with my mother.

DeStress.

2010-06-18T09:28:00.000-07:00

What the hell is wrong with my life?Somehow I feel so insecure right now.
I do not know who to trust or what to do.Hahaha felt like a joke.
Wonder if my polymates will see this and realise that derrick is actually a fellas that emo like fuck rofl.

Anyway somehow I believe that it is safer for me not to trust anyone.Got some bad memories of trusting too much on a person.It was like a dream when we best buddies and it burst like bubbles as soon as I seen the real him.Somehow it just felt good when I did a prank on him,making him feel so fuck up hahah.But again,it made me felt stupid.It like what the point right?I do not get any good stuff in return.Well anyway just plan to ignore him.

Change my ass...I aint gonna believe you ever.You provided me with the best service for heartbroken memories.
Oh I just remember,you wont even care.Fuck out off my life dude.

Shit,now I have to worry about my IS assignment....totally hate my teacher.Not really much of a helpful teacher.She is way too...proud.Yes I gotta admit she is a professional though.

Now I am just doing nothing grabbing hold of my pillow hugging it and rot.
It is like I have lost control of my life.

Oh yeah...went shisha with my secondary friends last night.Talk about the past hahah.It felt so good and relaxing.Oh speaking of which,I went bowling with 2 of my poly classmates.Glad I was never the last though but sadly never the first too lol.

Well that all for my post.It was meant for me to vent my stress anyway lol.

2010-05-20T20:48:00.000-07:00

I am about to die from IT....Java coding...now HTML..FML!

2010-04-26T07:47:00.000-07:00

Once again,heart fall into despair...
I totally lose my hope...Just wanna do well get a good future and leave this hellhole as soon as possible...Though it brought me warmth and closeness with my family members.
Now I just felt nothing...only can hear noises that is unpleasant.How I wish I was never born....Though my life is so much better than many others.
But I guess I am just lack of family warmth...

2010-04-22T08:28:00.000-07:00

The most fuck up day ever definitely suit me right now..
Lost my hand phone AGAINx5!
Was already stress with my poly...all those presentation..assignments

Now because of losing, I need to save up money again to get a new hp..or use an old one to wait until my contract end.
Which freaking means I need to get a job to earn more money....

Fucking wish to escape reality right now...

2010-04-18T22:44:00.000-07:00

Currently at np classroom...updating my laptop.
Spoiler is I cant do anything right now as I dunno my freaking weird ID and pass...
F up bored right now zzz...

2010-04-18T07:46:00.000-07:00

Just a quick update..
First of almost I finally got my first laptop=D=D
Acer asipre 4820TG

Well so far I have no problem with it now..and I am pretty satisfied with the specs
it had.

Oh yeah 2 day ago was my induction day.Was just a little bit disappointed with my current schoolmates sigh..I am afraid that we could not get along.But anything I cant do anything to change it so I decide to remain positive=)

Just hope after certain amount of time,I can be get use to the new enviroment I am studying in right now.The peak hour to get home was HELL man!Just 15metres of walk took me freaking 1minute.

Alright..Hope that this year will turn out a fine year for me.=)

Dark lonely night

2010-03-22T12:21:00.000-07:00

Hello people!
Are you guys still reading my blog=.=?
Guess not huh?...Just wanna waste some time off rather than staring at the computer screen doing nothing in the middle of the early morning*3.24am*...

It be another 3 more hours before I get sleepy I think...It been a week I guess since the day I saw the sun rise again...Life is just getting darker to me haha...
Wish that my new environment will change my life

For people that is interested to know*since I did not update my blog for a long time*
I am going to NgeeAnn Polytechnic,my course will be IT(information technology)
Oh yeah...For my whole holidays...I can say that I was either sleeping,rotting in front of my computer and beside going to pub occasionally...there is nothing else lol!

Oh yeah...3 days ago I went for one of my friend birthday party.It was one hell of a blast for me.But got some complains etc etc..But heck it all!!!!XD
All that matter it was fun=D...But I screwed up something when I was drunk *again*
My emotions ran lose...Just wanna let you know that It was not your fault so that you don't have to apologize...Because the me right now,is not that weak to fall to the state that I shown you at the hotel.The guardian is not that weak remember=)?

With this,I probably won't hear complain that I did not update my blog from my conscience,even though no one visit this blog HAHAHA!....just realise that I am writing this post at my old blog lol...oh well maybe some people might just view it again.

2010-01-26T20:03:00.000-08:00

No idea why I wanna post at this old blog too...
maybe I just wanna time travel back to the past....
but chan say life is like a drawing without eraser so I cannot go back..

Now I have to study in the course I dunwanna go...FUCK IT
Cant even vent my anger now...Freaking afraid...
I do not know what to do right now...how am I suppose to change my course..

2009-11-20T07:20:00.000-08:00

For people that are still visiting this blog,I am sorry that I did not update this blog.It is because that I have created a new blog and I am current blogging on the new one.

Just want to let my readers know that I have officially graduated from
Gan Eng Seng School..It been five years..

Deep down from my heart,I wanna say that this school..It is very special to me.
It made me grown really really alot and I made alot of friends

Prom night was a success and we all had fun!
Oh...I had also post a "speech" on my new blog on prom night too.
So for those friends that have my new blog website,please feel free to visit it.

2009-05-16T05:07:00.000-07:00

Mid year examination is a total failure....
Heard alot of news about it...Principal visiting our class
Giving lectures...

But all these,I do not fucking care....
Just darn disappointed about my math result..Thought that I can get a least a pass
Just too darn shocking...Is this really O lvl standard?

I will not be like the rest and say"we should wake up or whatsoever shit"...
To me,it is just "up to yourself"...and dont worry...my quote is not for anyone..
It is just for myself...

As for the rest of the subject except for science...I know that I do not put in effort.
I deserve to fail.

Frankly speaking(Not trying to offend people),I doubt people that say they gonna wake up,wake up...I seem alot of people saying it but not doing it...I include myself in it.
But it is so "thickskin" of them to keep repeating that they will wake up but yet they did not.

Well whatever is it..it is their life...Once again I repeat myself,I am not trying to offend anyone..Just that I am boring.

2009-05-07T08:56:00.000-07:00

I feel so sick right now...
Caught a flu and sore thoat from my brother...
I do not even feel like talking...and my whole body is aching.
Went to the doc..prescribe some medcine and I went home..

Blogging now is just like a tool to remove my boredom..
Well cya peeps..

oh by the way my mid year examination is a total crap.

2009-03-20T09:36:00.000-07:00

This is a new skin...it is definitely much more look much more peaceful than the previousXD
Hahah!...

Well for today..I went studying with zx at bm mac..and we totally cannot study anything..
O lvl is just too tough...guess help is needed...Then accompany zx to cut his hair..

Went over to T-net play basketball..Blister suck=.="
After that,Zx & me goes to Henderson market to have our dinner.
Afterward go back to my house nearby basketball court to play again with my basketballers friends over there.

Here is the spoiler for the day...
One of my friend got punch in the face.And then I the giant jump in to save the day!
No la...I just tried to stop the fight by pushing that fellas that punched my friend..
God knows why the rest of his gang began to whack me instead of stopping the fight.

Then afterward..I apologised..Still they not happy,still give some really pissing off remarks like..(translation begin..)Oi you dun talk penis word,you got balls,ask you and your friend come lar!(translation ended)

Luckily,Got one uncle come in help me with stopping the fight or I think I will be staying at hospital instead of blogging.Oh...those that punched me,I believe all of them are younger than me...I believe either they are secondary 2~4 at maximum..
God knows what will happen to those children in kindergarden in few years time..

But still glad nothing happen much,I just have to avoid going down often and run away if sense trouble?

Tomorrow going to Bedok to visit a fucker's new house ^^

2009-03-18T07:17:00.000-07:00

If there is a god out there,please grant me a wish.
Let everything stay as it was just like before.
The present is torturing me!

Am I drifting away or they are drifting away?It felt that everything is lost.
One of my friend said to me,so be it if that is the way it is gonna happen.
But I do not want that to happen,I want to maintain it!It is so troublesome...
Why is everything so wrong now....

Went out with Broderick to eat our lunch...play LAN...went home...
Took a bath...Walk to Henderson market...Met up with few of my friends and 1 stranger

Sat and listen to them for 5min...Went for basketball with Zx,Diana and Diana 's cousin...witnessed someone died by jumping down a building dunno from which floor...

Went back to Radin mas cc play basketball...Got blisters....
Went home...took a bath...currently blogging....

That is all for today....

2009-03-14T07:51:00.000-07:00

Yesterday woke up at 5.45am today morning...family went to malacca..

I was alone in the house..Kind of lonely again haha...

Well..watch X-family at home..

Had dinner around 6pm...slack at the void deck for around 20minutes looking at the block which I lives at since I was born.
Been trying to ask them out,but it seem they are busy unlike me...Have nothing to do at all.
Guess I better get use to it.Afterall just a few months later,it is going to be like this forever

Around 8pm went for basketball and came home..
My elder brother treat me to a movie..DragonBall evolution..

Not really nice,But still it was good enough for "worth a watch"

2009-03-13T07:56:00.000-07:00

Well..March holidays is here..everyone enjoy yourself~
Totally rotting in the afternoon till evening..

I was thinking why am I so sad when I am being alone.
When I was in primary school,I felt I was strong..even without friends my life can still go on
But now...I have no more confidence in saying that.
Without *** *** & *******
I cannot seem to find life interesting anymore....Was thinking how long will I be sad for?

Went out for basketball to clear my mind,it manage to help me relieve my stress quite alot.
But still when I reached home facing my computer,the feeling is back again....

This is part of life I guess.Just have to overcome it and become a better person to adapt to life?
Cartoons and reality is really different..

Well I got a song dedicate to every sad lovers...must learn how to treasure your partners..
It is a old chinese song I think..

有一种爱叫做放手

This is about a guy act out to be the bad guy to make his girlfriend to leave him as
he got a incurable diease and is about to die...He want to make his girlfriend to forget him as he did not want the girl to worry about him.
I really feel sorry for this guy.I cannot imagine the pain he is going through..

That all for the day.

2009-03-12T03:00:00.000-07:00

The sky seem like it is cheering me up.(But it failed to do so...)
I find the atmosphere peaceful for a moment.
The wind blowing on my face....Thought back to the past.

Do not even know why I am posting this *emo* post.
Kinda lame but this is what I feel like doing now........

Wondering and wondering...
Hate this feeling...

Look stupid when I read what I just typed...
I do not make any sense...Having feelings really have it advantages and disadvantages..

It give you the strengths to carry on living or it brings you pain that is worse than being slash or stabbed.

It is weird right?

2009-03-10T07:36:00.000-07:00

Had chinese mid year examinations today..I hope I will pass
Went to queensway shopping centre with MunTat...
Always had a good laughter with him around.

Had curry rice...
Bought a new bermudas and sneaker..around $110 total up.

Went home slack..watch mangas and rot
Days are getting longer when I am alone...

Well,everyone need a good break especially right after an examination..
Tomorrow first ~two period will be P.E...

Good night.

2009-03-09T02:22:00.000-07:00

Went studying at "United Square" with Pamela yesterday which was Sunday.
Was not planning to post about but since she posted it,so will I.

Glad she called me out to study,If not I will be crashed by my mom nagging again.
So I took a cab down...cost me $7.60

Well,even though I have direct bus there I just don't want to take it..
Want to have a short moment of peace in the cab rather than listening to some shitheads aunties
chitchatting and being a nuisance to my ear...

Reached there within 20minutes approximately.Saw Pamela's mother to pass her some money and a popular card.
Study for 2hours plus I think.Took some photos..Of course..One of the photos was taken unwillingly.

Oh yeah!! The highlight of the day is that Pamela read the Chinese passage and I was to correct her..I had a good laughter XD...But she herself laughed even more?oO

Walked around deciding what to eat,in the end pasta mania haha..Try new stuffs..
Beef Lasagna..Not bad?Pamela ate Creamy chicken as usual.

After that, She bought Vera some cookies from subway.
Then I dragged her to Novena..ask her take me go buy bodyspray..

Then my bad luck came...When we went out of the shopping centre,we miss our bus.
Walked to the next bus stop, I accidentally tripped but did not fell down

Had a little chat before she alight..and i endured the 45minute bus trip home..
Reached and play basketball for around 30minutes..oh..my bermudas ripped apart..
I only realise it when i reached home..holygod..

Picture removed.

2009-03-06T22:20:00.000-08:00

Watched "Marley and me" last night...9.25pm to 11.15pm i think...
Well the ending is somehow sad but yet nice?

Watch it yourself if you wanna knowXD...But i would give it a 7 out of 10
After that we cab home...well I am not sure for Pamela..but it cost $11.60 for me..
I gave Zhixun,Diana&Jessica a ride home before I get back to my own sweet house>.<"

Yeah..And this morning I had to wake up 7am for chinese ap...Cannot say I learnt anything but..YCY at least let me understand how to attempt the questions...

Worse still..Even after AP..I played some maxinumtune at tiong just to clear some times so the people at my house can finish installing the new aircon so when I reach home I can have a good nap...but those CBK took untill 2.25pm then able to finish their job...That is the reason why I am so free to blog right now too Hahah!

Well gotta go study at usual place with zhixun.
Sayonara peeps!

Whatever happen..the two of us will always be there for you..
So cheer up!

2009-02-11T00:03:00.000-08:00

Wednesday is the day today...First two period was PE...
Ran three round around the Tiong bahru park for a warm up..
Speaking of Tiong Park...I remember that someone mistaken that TBP is tiong bahru park as the venue instead of Tiong bahru plaza...Hahah!

Next was E.M.
I missed 15minutes of the period lol...StomachacheXD.
So the rest of the 45minutes was a bit rushing as I must catch up with the class for the first 15minutes...Quite tedious I must say =.="

Chinese was next...
Again slack through the whole lesson haha..So I have nothing much to elaborate about!

Now this is the high-light of the day!
EL period.Mr Derek Tan was absent and we had free period^_^
Since after EL lesson is recess,some of the class member decided to go down for recess earlier hehe to join the sec3 class haha..(take note that we are sec 5 students)

Then is C/D lesson...Thank to arlene pang...Mr.Chan gave us the black face for turning up late for his lesson...
The test overall is "marvellous"..
E8-3 students
F9-20 students
(Take note that our physic class consist of a total of 23 students)

2.30pm~3.30pm...Mother tongue test~~
Darn boring I can say grr...Made an excuse to sneak of the class to play some music instead of
rotting in the class waiting for time to die

Well..I don't know whether will there be AP for history or not but still I decided to go home..
Since I be giving up upon "Combined Humanities"

Well that all for today!

Sayonara~

2009-02-07T23:59:00.000-08:00

Finally back from camp..
So tiring...I had to sleep from 3pm to the next day 10am+ to make up
for the lost of sleep during the camp...good god...

Currently trying to figure out how the hell to use omnia...
Difficult to use...Not a good choice for people to prefer 'easy to handle' phone

Reminder/Spoiler
Tomorrow must attend school at 7.25am for english common test 2...

2009-01-28T05:21:00.000-08:00

I am being paranoid now..
I wanna comfirm my doubts with them but I just can't do it...

................................
I wanna let it out to let them know how i felt..

2008-11-30T05:54:00.000-08:00

Hi how is everyone doing?
Bet you guys are working hard to earn money right XD...
The only idiot I know who I know that is not working is only that "tai"

Today just went out again with Pamela and ZhiXun...
Stupid ZhiXun...Ask me go all the way to United Square..then for awhile later go back to VivoCity....And welcome the panda back to Singapore~~Pam...thank for the presents but...I only can wear the necklace...as for the belt...=.=" You should know already rightT_T

Jinglebell~~~Christmas is coming~~But Singapore so small...I cannot even think up of a cool place to stay over night at...grrr~~

Playing the same game as "tai"....I always chose the wrong class...Now keep getting pked by the "bad clan" AKA MURDER school....

By the way, Intial D 4 really suck...The steering is totally different from the version 1,2 and 3
We really cannot keep up with the new games...Unless you are some kind of rich kids which treat money like flushing water(even though we must treasure water lol)

Zzzz my 3 presents are all necklace...from mengci(my birthday)....zhixun(thailand's present)....pamela(china's present)....My neck will break laterXD

Gonna get a good shower and back to gaming
Cya peeps=D

Spoiler,the result slips for N lvl is coming...muahahaha!

2008-10-06T20:37:00.000-07:00

It finally over since four years of struggle!!!!

Screw off N LVL!!!!

Time for us to rave!!!!!

Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot!

2008-09-29T21:41:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone! Just wanna to let you guys know I am busy with my examinations..Sorry,that i have not been updating!

For those that wanna confront me with some other issues...Do it after examination,I do not want to fail my exams because of you guys..Sorry for the rudeness...

2008-09-25T00:51:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone!! I got a story to tell you guys today!So open wide your eyes and take a good look!!

Once upon a time...This is a curly hair freak name BK....Well,he is an infamous guy for his filthy and arrogant mouth..Well,it is quite true that how people look and how will his attitude display himself...He himself is quite proud of himself...well maybe over proud till some of his classmate dislike him...His specialty is calling himself a genius..ROFL

During one early morning he came to school,with one of his classmate with him name RickZ
I cannot believe that BK told nasty stuff like RickZ and some of his friends were trash and useless...OMG!!!BK is such an asshole don't you guys think so?

Well,recently he create a conflict between him and RickZ and one of his friend again!
During recess,RickZ and his friends were playing poker card in class!Sound fun right?Yeah!But all this came to an end when BK 's stupid action came and kick the chair near RickZ and his friends
Making RickZ and his friends totally fed up with it!

When RickZ confronted him,BK actually did not want to apologise and taunt RickZ to kill him!
What a joke!!RickZ know that 'killing' that filthy face of BK will dirty himself and get himself in to jail for life!

BK 's life is a joke don't you think so? Well For myself,I pity him guys...You know why?
Because that guy is already so old and he do not even have the courage to say a 'sorry'!!

Hiaxx...What a sad character in the story....

This is a fact found from a website..Please be careful with your mouth!

(BRAGGERS ALWAYS DIE EARLIER)

2008-09-21T06:11:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a blast man! This is the first time i try out Call Of Duty 4..
The quality of the graphic is superb!Made me addicted thus making me rot the whole day thinking about it without much studyingTT...

Oh yea! Thank john btw for teaching me how to make the vid to play automatically patiently through the phone even though he is naked and bathing in the shower ROFL!

Errr..Just to let you guys not to misunderstand..I am not ready to die!
I just like this skin...

Even though it is ironic toward my blog name..but still i like it gawww!!
Well...Tomorrow is school again..sigh
Worse still,I need to find Mr.Chan for the physic test after school!!!
God damme it...

I suppose I must and brush up my chemistry as I totally rot in it!!
T_T...Help me please!!Chemistry will pull down my physic and i definitely do not want that to happen...So help me out if any of my friends is strong in chemistry!!

(No confident)

SpadeZ

2008-09-19T07:36:00.000-07:00

Hi peeps,I am been studying for my 'N' level lately so I never really post post much..
Hey!Your must be thinking that this is an excuse right?!..
Well you are half-right as I gave half of my time to study only...The other half had been given to watching animes and manga..Hahas

Well...something i realise from the animes(moving pictures) and manga(pictures) is that the stories is totally different....Let me elaborate further...from shaman king..there is a baddie named hao...and a good guy name yoh...they were rivals in the animes and never really meet much...But in the manga itself....both of them...can actually dip inside hotspring and have a talk...(not a friendly chat of cuz!)...See what I mean?..I was astonished when i watched both the manga and animes...It was hell of a change...

Everything had its advantages and disadvantages...manga can let you watch the most further epsiode of anime but yet...it is not orginal..some of it is edited...vice versa to the animes...

Hiax.....eh...Today I never been to school...I wonder how difficult is the physic paper that the Mr.Chan gave...Whatever is it,Monday I must stay back after school and take the test...Hope it will be easy...

Well...It is kind of boring nowadays...Seriously taking 3 examinations a years is a torment!!!
Garrr!!!Next year if lucky i promote..3 examinations again!!..BUT this does not mean I do not want to go secondary 5!

Ehh...actually I am dragging the time longer for blogging...nothing to do lol~~and to prevent people from complaining me that i never update my blog...

Well,I be going now..... zII$pAd3ZIIz

2008-09-08T06:43:00.000-07:00

Good day peeps....Just to let you guys know,I am still living on this planet

I am preparing for my national examinations...Kind of stressed..so i need to take away my blogging time for studying and some stressed out session to keep my alive otherwise I think i will be dead...

School as usual...hanging out with kenneth and muntat....I wonder,will i be like a loner in a sec5 class?..Being 0blivious to everyone in the class...I wonder....Sad...2years changes everything...
2D...I miss that feeling...I wanted to get back this feeling but...guess it is impossible..

This melody on my blog is from D.GrayMan...This melody piece back everything that were broke apart and being erased off from the world...

I wish that I can play this melody too so i can piece my happy life back..

This is the last run...I might been promoted or I will fail...
Friends outside of school told me that I can do it but yet my mind is in dilemma,thinking that I might get 11points and above..

zII~SpadeZ~IIz

2008-08-27T08:23:00.000-07:00

Yosh!My prelims examinations results are finally out..Here is it!

English-51marks
Chinese-69marks
Physic-23marks
Chemistry-30marks
History-16marks
SocialStudies-17marks
Emath-65marks
POA-57marks

I find something weird...Last time,I thought i was good when i was getting lousier results than this and during then my mum complained about my marks....Now..my mom find it good but yet I find it disappointing...=.="
Human nature being weird?I guess so....

I guess I should focus on Physic,Math and Mother Tongue to get me to a stable position in secondary 5...And of course,English is a must must die die pass subject...Good lucks everyone who want it!

Nights..I am going for a short hibernation of 7 hours before school start again....

2008-08-22T07:28:00.000-07:00

Here is the acoustic of 'low'

This is the drum version of low..

Enjoy!..

It not over

This is my personal favourites songs all acoustic..

Here without you

If everyone cared

2008-08-19T01:16:00.000-07:00

Hi people,Just want to ask you a question...I think i am going to learn guitar after my N level...but I do not know what song to choose lol>.<
Please choose for me haha..

1.It's Not Over by Chris Daughtry
2.Over You by Chris Daughtry
3.Here Without You by Three Doors Down

I assume you guys heard of this 3 songs right?
Please tell me what to choose through my chatango!
Thank!!!

2008-08-06T06:59:00.000-07:00

This is my prayer to Suying...
Suying..Although I never ever met you before,I can feel that you are a nice person without a doubt...You are the first girl I know that will not go for looks but for the characters of that person....Even if you are gone..I hope you are able to receive my prayer...
Please protect John from even though you are at another world..

SuYing,Please rest in peace..
The person that did this will suffer a terrible fate...

2008-08-06T04:54:00.000-07:00

All things is cleared up...No more argument or whatsoever...
This is the end...Like i tagged..Jiemin and I has zero percentage of being friend already...
I cannot stand her and she cannot stand me...Clear as that...
I hope there will be no more persuasion....

This is a shadow that will follow me for the rest of my life...

John..I am sorry for what had happened.....
I am glad that you know that you need to pull yourself up even she is gone...I believe even that when she is in heaven , She would want what is best for you....

This is for Rachel..
Hi..This is the first time I been talking to you...Please console John as much as you can...Compared to you,I am not even 1 metre close to him..
I wished you could even be in Singapore and be around with him..
Thank...

Everyone...This is time to end it all...
No more argument...

2008-08-02T08:31:00.000-07:00

Check out this kid...
This 2 month holiday i think i going learn popping lol...
I want to be like him!!!!

2008-08-02T08:09:00.000-07:00

This is the 2 vids i found from you tube....
First one from 'Jay'>>People who chinese is good will sure laugh like Fk..
Second is podcast

Hope you enjoy it

2008-07-29T07:15:00.000-07:00

On the day I was born The nurses all gathered 'round
And they gazed in wide wonder At the joy they had found
The head nurse spoke up And she said leave this one alone
She could tell right away That I was bad to the bone
Bad to the bone Bad to the bone B-B-B-B-Bad to the bone
B-B-B-B-Bad B-B-B-B-Bad Bad to the bone

I broke a thousand hearts Before I met ou
I'll break a thousand more Baby Before I am through
I wanna be your's pretty baby Your's and your's alone
I'm here to tell ya honey That I'm bad to the bone
Bad to the bone B-B-B-Bad B-B-B-Bad B-B-B-Bad Bad to the bone

SOLO

I make a rich woman beg I'll make a good woman steal
I'll make an old woman blush And make a young woman squeal
I wanna be your's pretty baby Your's and your's alone
I'm here to tell ya honey That I'm bad to the bone
B-B-B-B-Bad B-B-B-B-Bad B-B-B-B-Bad Bad to the bone

SOLO 2

And when I walk the streets Kings and Queens step aside
Every woman I meet They all stay satisfied
I wanna tell ya pretty baby Well Ya see I make my own
I'm here to tell ya honey That I'm bad to the bone
Bad to the bone B-B-B-B-Bad B-B-B-Bad B-B-B-Bad Bad to the bone

2008-07-17T01:12:00.000-07:00

One month had passed!

Errmm...I do not know what to post to entertain you guys anymore..

I guess I lost my 'spirit of blogging'...Now is just do 3 things!

1.Study for Prelim!

2.Study for 'N' level!

3.Study for BOTH!!

LOL I guess i had nothing better to do already!!

For this month , I guess the stuff i did is just hanging out with 2 best of the best friends!ZhiXun and Pamela...Although time is not sufficient to be around with them..But i am contented in my life they became a part of my life!

Photos!!

This picture is definitely a very old photo already..My hair so nice...or black is better?I don't knowT.T

Vera....Nowaday so hard to go out with her already...She busy lady i guess...Her new hairstyle is superb HAHAHA!!

2008-06-17T07:15:00.000-07:00

Heyya!!

Alot of pictures of me and pamela...

My lip got mayo and Pamela manage to notice it...

while her eyes was looking at me~She took the photo LOL

I had a monkey face.Pamela kinda sad i made fun of her teeth LOL.Actually i don't want to disturb her teeth BUT she only got 1 thing for me to tease at!!!!Pamela SORRY!!!!

Chief Bandit??My glasses look like my maple character lucifer!

ZhiXun and Pamela 's Photos!!

Screw them to hell larh!!Nvm tell me when they took this photo at!I don't know out to describe about this picture!ZhiXun is so enthu in NCC..Tan &Beh Must give him alot of badges and prizes arh!!

Spadez signing off~~~

2008-06-13T06:59:00.000-07:00

Ok this is Vera 's request
and to add on further that why i intended to do this
is because I never do this stuff for a long time already lol

Quiz time...

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Clarify with her why she did that peacefully(If possible)

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what will it be?
I will be a person without feelings

#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
A place where stars cover up the sky..

#4. Are you confused of what lies ahead of you?
No.

#5. What's your ideal lover like?
No comment..Do not wish to talk about it...

#6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone is definitely more blessed..

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
I do not know how to answer this question...

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
It is not a matter what would i do...as i could not do anything
Just face the fact?

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Reluctantly to say the answer is , Yes...

#10. Is being tagged fun?
No..But at least you know you did not blog for nothing...

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
A office worker

#12. Who are currently the most important person to you?
My auntie

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
No comment...

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
Rich and single...Poverty makes people change

#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
Ok this is a no answer question as i am quite blur sotong when i
woke up

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Yea..I will treasure it of course

#17. If you fall in love with 2 ppl simultaneously, who would you pick?
Sorry..I am not this kind of asshole..1 is enough

#18. What type of friend do you like?
Have the same interest like me and sociable

#19. What type of friend do you dislike?
Boastful , Spoiler , Indecisive and 2 face?

Wanna do?Just do lorh
Dunwanna do?Dun do lorh

2008-06-12T07:18:00.000-07:00

All photos from genting LOL...Can you believe it?
So little?!
Cuz the rest very blur or just my picture.
Hehehe...

This is the way we spent our nights in Genting or KL!Liqour SPREE!!

We are so bored!!Play with cards^^

This bastard is so tall!!! Even when i jump , I am still shorter than him

WTF?! Went to a village call 'Mushroom village' quite near to Genting

Tell ya the foods is GODLY!!(Every food is godly to me HAHAHAS)

So hardworking...Must appreciate the food they grow by eating it all up

Muahahaha

This orange thingy is call 'ling zhi'...Look yucky...

My cousin^^Cute right?! She is a little devil...

We were slacking in StarBuck cafe enjoying MSN-ing with ppls and taking pictures^^This picture is great..COMEON YOU GOTTA LIKE IT!!!

Spadez..is back~~

2008-06-05T09:26:00.000-07:00

Woah...Who is this handsome freak?!His level is so high!!!

OH MY GOSH!!!

That is my private sever character LuciferZLusT
Just reached MAX LEVEL 200!!!!!
Cash item can also get through meso...Can you believe it?!
This character 's level is produce within only 4days!
Hahaha

Going to Genting 4hours time..I am so excited...

2008-05-31T06:15:00.000-07:00

Ouch ouch ouch!!

Sunburn!!!How did i get it?Credited to Suntaning at Sentosa island....
I went there with Broderick , Pricilla and Yiling!!

Well..Like i mentioned before hand to them..I could stay at home and enjoy playing computer games..But being forced!I had to wake up at 9am in the morning to get prepared...Worst still i slept around 2am
I am like...zombie 's bestie?

Packed up , met broderick and pricilla for breakfast..Broderick's brother tag along too for the breakfast but he did not join us for sentosa as nobody want to take care of him...Hated responsibilities hahas..

Heyhey here come the weird part...Only broderick slipper were being stolen(By bangala LOL)..How come i bought it too?!..I am like being influnced by him!But i bought it without regret..Look nice and its' design is almost like the same as my boxer haha...(Broderick..GOT FEEL HUH) HAHA

Now after buying 2 pair of slippers...Brodz and mine!Yiling came!Slowpoke...

She gave me a impression to remember her forever through listening to MP3 hahaha!!

How come only and always the fatty get bullied AKA Bastard-ring!
Pictures!!!!!!

See what did i told you guys!I always get bullied!This is my head being treat as a target and victim of sands!I did this stupid face hoping people will not recongnize me..

But my fats gave me away...=.="

Man if i could move my arm back then..You will be in deep shit!!

Numbskull!!!

Look at this asshole!I am in agony and this is how he treat me!2 finger up and laugh!!!GRRRRR

This is Yiling and me!!(Brodz and Pricilla sneakshoot...)Remind me of a guy....YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!

Ohh btw all these pictures are edited by pricilla..as usual i 'kapo' from her blog to post 'WILLINGLY'...

After that went back to vivo by LRT...Arcade for 4 bucks...after awhile yiling left..don't know for what going east coast?

Head straight for dinner...Actually i wanted to go home already....Due to some asshole left his stuff in my plastic bag i had no time to take it out and alight the bus...

So without choice...i followed along for dinner...awww...my bed..I miss it alot during that time

The foods taste nice but...i am too tired to express my mood lol..like a zombie aka emo....

Spadez.....After something..I find myself not worthy of you...

2008-05-31T06:12:00.000-07:00

Yoyoyo

2008-05-18T22:46:00.000-07:00

Welcome to Haw Par Villa!!!

Hey it my long lost bro!!!!!(It is me actually hahas...Check out my hand)Me and pamela!!!This is scary feeling instilled in you MuahahahaEven worse...only to pamela hahas..But for me and Zhixun.We find it cool!

The gate is open for the souls!! Ok that is weird...They are playing infront of gate of hell...
Judgement day A.K.A Doomday
Cheebye i dare you come down 1 on 1 #!&@#$@ Sorry i believe in Jesus!!!
Ok cannot joke in this place...Do not want to get haunted..Smash em up!!Princes of rabbit...fat prince and happy go lucky prince

I got a dumbfcked look don't you think so?In this picture..all tv programmes might have this kind of scenes ... Romantic?

My ass argh!!The sun is burning my back!!!

Felt so sorry for the actors.....

o0...Despo kid....

This is maddness!!Woman and woman...OMG

You just been smacked!!!!!!Pamela..His beard got fleas you dare to touch?!What you gonna do about it??You are just a damme face which cannot move!
What is that monkey touching his and her head?!

SCISSOR PAPER STONE!!!

I won!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pamela look small huh?!

You should be happy you look small marh!!

I thought that what all girls want?

Fatherly love

awww.....

Ok that all!!!!Hope you like this!!!!!

So hot the weather!!What to do??

2008-05-08T23:14:00.000-07:00

Mood now is sian....
The question to myself..Do you have confidence about your exams?
Answer is...Yes i do....On the negative side...

Yesterday i studied with my friends...and when i saw a foreigner
I came up with a sentence.....Ihat is 'I hate foreigners...Steal our moneys and take our jobs'
lol..

Preparing for math?
Paper 2 tomorrow...And the thing is that today is my birthday!
No one whack me today also..For the past 3 years i am a sand bag whenever it is my birthday...
But not this year hahas...

Got 3 presents from my friends
1.Keychain consist of my name from Broderick
2.Necklace of Fullmetal Alchemist from Mengci
3.Chocolate from Cocoa tree from Jiemin and Chungaik

Love you all!
Also hoping for for you 'two' to patch up..
A lot of arguement is going on..Hoping it will stop soon...

I will be waiting for you
Spadez

2008-04-22T21:04:00.000-07:00

Just came back from basketballing from community centre..
My shoulder is like argh...
Sunburnt!!!!Go away as soon as possible PLEASE!!
A reminder to all...'Do not repeat the mistake like last year Final term examination
It was the last thing that we ever want to encounter again right?

Anyone know how to score well for english and chinese papers one beside reading?
Let discuss about the 'tactics' LOL

I will be waiting for you
Spadez

2008-04-22T17:47:00.000-07:00

Ignorance is bliss

I read my friends blogs 's archives
I found a lot of sweet memories we all been through...
BUT i also found something else...

I found out how the fuck i was humiliated in the past...
Maybe you guys find it weird..But i am quite angry about it
Saying i am a buffalo and using maple account and made a fool out of me?
Just with this two dammed things...I don't think i can forget this shit...

Although it was last time stuff....It was the humiliation that cause me to me so angry
I thought blogging is to blog about some happy stuffs and not to make some
jokes to embarrass someone

If you guys ask me why i am so childish to rake up the past , all i could say is
'Put yourself in my shoes'
Maybe face to face it is ok to tease your friends or whatsoever..But on the website?
For everyone to laugh at?
And to tell you some stuff...I only knew how you wrote about me in the blog
now...And that post is around 2 long years ago
Just to add on something...This will not affect our friendship or what...I am just using the blog to vent my frustration..

Ok....
Back to the present...
Went to watson to get some facial stuff for myself..Cost $4.95
Thanks to Jiemin , Chungaik and Mengci For following me

Going off for basket ball later
Now i am reading my composition to prepared myself for the exams coming this Friday

I still be waiting for you
Spadez

MAN YOU GOT TO LAUGH FOR THESE!!!

2008-04-21T06:27:00.000-07:00

Walter episode2...

This is Achmed the dead terrorist

2008-04-14T17:10:00.000-07:00

School life suck....

Well...time for a new and short post...
Played a new game for psp which is 'Final Fantasy Crisis core'
As a matter of fact...I play this Final fanstasy for the first time
A lot of cut scene and took a lot of my time...But the cut scene's graphic was like...Woah....
Imagine about the 'woah' to define my idea of graphic quality..

Still not yet complete the game so i could not tell out the story much heehee...
Must after MYE08 then can play...Now i must 'play' with books using my brain zzzZ

Tution is gonna start soon...Guess that it..Cyaz

I will be waiting for you..
Spadez

Rome was not built in a day

2008-04-07T20:42:00.000-07:00

Now , this is what i call 'couple'

I still be waiting for you

God helps those that help themselves

2008-04-06T22:00:00.000-07:00

First thing first ^^
I pass with a nice score of 34/45 in my third math test
Not trying to Hao Lian or what ah!Don't get the wrong idea!!
Just hope to share the joy with you guys

This morning , my family and I went and pray our ancestors
Reluctant to go as i was very sleepy...But no choice my aunt told me it was once it a year
Best thing is i could brought Richie (My Dog) along too...I played with him when i reach the place where there are a lot of tablets for the dead...Bring him walk around the place...He was the center of the attention...A lot of people were looking at him...Haixx The master is more like a dog compared to the real dog....

After that , went to queen way shopping centre with muntat to buy my shoes..
Cost a ATOMIC BOMB in my wallet!The price was $149.90....Dang....=.="
Who ask my leg so big...cannot find a shoes that have my size at the prize of $100 and below...

Ok...Next up was majong session for me.....First time learning it and the coach that teach me was muntat....Kaijie came along too and we started playing just with 3 people...
I am the lousiet over there....Two wins for both of them each and zero wins for meTT

That is for the day...

I still be waiting for you
Spadez

2008-03-27T21:40:00.000-07:00

Today been to Singapore Discovery Centre...
I always had a vision about the place i am going in the future
Today is included also...

Nothing much has change over there...
I remember when i am in secondary 2 , that was the first time i came with my classmates lead by Mr.kung...

Still remember the robot 'Little George' Muscular robot with a voice of a baby...
Kind of cute...I wanted to talk to him but I don't want to attract attention...So i walked off and found a seat for a while of resting...

Played a game consists of 2 options...A or B...The total of our team is just half of the high scores we have to beat....

Had a break of 20minutes ....Yummy^^ i like the hotdog bun .Very tasty with the chilli sauce
Bought candy floss also...I did not ate it for around countless months already lol...

Had basketball shooting and soccer at the finale of the event...Disgraced myself haha
So tired...Wanted to rest in the charter bus but the atmosphere is kind of making me uneasy in the bus...close my eye but still can't get to sleep...

Don't know why i just keep walking behind you until i cannot see your shadow..Went home after watching her shadow disappeared..

I will still be waiting for you~
Spadez

2008-03-24T04:22:00.000-07:00

Watched 'Step up 2' this afternoon...Quite nice for the dance moves but it is nothing compared to 'You got served'

Well , I am not going to talk much about it as i do not want to be a spoilers for people that are going to watch the show sooner or later

I 'caged' myself at home for more than a week or plus already...Have serious power training for my brain...and of course a 'little bit' of gaming oO...

And i am proud to announce i passed my math test two days ago^^It is the first test and i hope it will not be the last time....Got 18/30 though...Well must aim for 25 and above...If i want to do well for my 'N' Levels...

What i felt is that, Will you spent the money for 'N' Levels just to get an B3 or B4 OR rather get a nice result slip of A1 and A2....But success do not just come down from heaven but rather from yourself....All those movies about people who are successful but did not study are a fake...Do not be so dumb to believe in those craps...They are just movies...Moreover this is Singapore..Only the road to success is education...Even though i may crap at school..I am studying at home cause of the 'Nice environment' in my class

Haixx , Just got scolded by mom for the progress card...She always look on the negative sides of me...Why just can't she take a look at my positive side?Don't tell me that i did not tried to improve on my studies comparing to last year?She always said that i compared with my brother....That is a lie ... It was her that compare me with my brother...And she will come up with stupid excuses to deny that she did not compare...Like ' I where got compare, i am just telling about your brother past in secondary schooling...

Well need to focus on my math now...after typing out all these craps i kept in my heart for so long....

I will still be waiting for you~
Spadez

2008-03-10T20:03:00.000-07:00

Hi guys...So do you people enjoy your march holidays?
I enjoyed mine a lot by playing computer games and stuffs...
This holiday i belongs to my computer hahaha
Sigh..No social activities is kind of bored but like i said...Computer is my savior

Anybody finished doing he/her homework?If not , please tell me too as i did not done it also.
Perhap we could work it out together?

By the way , do anyone knows where could i get a good composition book that i could read on?
I felt that my composition is getting bad to worse..or perhap the standard of english is rising?

Got a video song for you guys..Hope you enjoy it
~Hypnotized~

I still be waiting for you~

Time to wake up~

2008-03-01T05:46:00.000-08:00

Can anyone study with me every day unless there are necessary changes?
Need to buck up my studies..

Subject that i wishes to study
1.E-Maths
2.POA
3.Chemistry
4.Physic

Please call me or leave me a message at my tag box..^^
Thanks

No pain No gain

2008-02-27T03:41:00.000-08:00

Had a nice sleep last night.Doze off quite easily...Thank to the tests that kept pushing me to burn midnight oil..

So boring at school...Sighs~But the studies and the pressure still there for us to pass our 'N'level
First lesson was maths..Did some graph paper work..ARGHH i draw the scale like a curvey worm....so ugly...

POA lesson
I guess i can still work out on my poa..First time i manage to do my poa paper without much help from boonkeat hahas..

MotherTongue lesson
Read the newspaper 'Popcorn'
Check out the biz of edison....He is a jerk for all girls but an idol for all males...
Who can asked so many girls to go on bed and never failed...
Just blame it on his luck that the guy that fixed his computer for him to found out the pictures...
Test result...27/50 marks.Glad i passed the test..Still need to improve on it if i want to get a good result from my 'N' level

C/D lesson
What is it today about C/D?LOL i don't know anythin.Except for that tomorrow we are going to Suntec City...

English Lesson
Did some worksheets and wrote down all the meanings of the word...

Went home afterward...Went MC 's house to do some revision on maths..Test is coming either on tomorrow or friday.Mr Kung love the pleasure of making people guessing stuff and nervous right...

Learn how to do cosine rule better and hope i can visualise better for those diagrams
And i must remember to write the by sine rule before i do anything

Need to carry on studying on it...And hope i could get a better marks compared to the last test i got...8/30 marks ....Quite disappointed to get this amount of marks...aiyozzzz

SELF~ENTERTAINING

2008-02-25T23:28:00.000-08:00

Well today woke up earlier around 4am and i just couldnt get back to sleep
Stared at the sky and i wonder something for around an hour....
Why the god create humans to be such a cunning creatures...Sometime i just cannot help thinking that way.Even if we help them , sooner or later they will forget everything and will just take it for granted.Even if i got into trouble because of them , all they said was "Next time be careful".For that i am very pissed off..What is the point of be careful next time...And to that person..You even badmouth about me..
WTF DO YOU THINK YOU ARE???

Near 5.30am..Getting restless as I need to prepare going to school...
Damme I hate the morning bath...It is so cold~~Blurr~~
When i walk out of the bathroom..my whole body was shivering..

Went For school ~~~

First two period...
Social Studies(SS)
I simply hate his period...Too boring and i cannot even take a nap..His lesson was a hell for me(Personal Opinion)

Next up is chemistry
Just found out that we are going to have a test today...
(BK If you read my blog this is for you:Seriously i also do not know we are going to have a test today...When i called you i just remember asking you what chapter then you tell me acid base and salt
then i asked you and i thought is just a chapter..then you still say it the same remember?And you said I tell you that on today there will be no test?How can i tell you such a thing when i do not even know myself)

PE Lesson...
Stayed in class..Copy MC Physic workbook...Need to hand it to CHL during recess
So after copying the workbook...I find myself boring and had nothing to do , I carry on doing my Math just to practice for the coming math test...
After doing some question .. i am kind of afraid i might flunk the test again...

EL Lesson...
As usual sat in front of the class...Hey..What is wrong of being big sized?If you can't see the screen projected on the front can you at least kindly ask me to lower down my head of something?And i am not evening blocking you from that angle...Dammit..Learn some manners will you Daniel?

Math lesson
Great just 1 period of math...I am already sort of moody due to this morning curriculum..
Do something quite easy compared to standard deviation....

Went Tiong barhru with muntat for lunch..Decided to eat KFC (Which never fail making me vomit)But this time i did not hahas...Didn't eat too much but still kind of giddy..

Time to bath and have a good afternoon nap~~zzZZ

Money is the root of all evil...so true~

2008-02-23T18:52:00.000-08:00

Guys...this is the show i been watching so far and i completed watching it

The name is "money of war"

The male character parents die because of the debt they have not pay

and because of that , he decided to become a money-lender to become rich

In the middle of the show , he is bewitched at the sight of the money and he will do anything to get the money to bring is rival down...But slowly he realised that he was wrong and decided to stop all his actions...

But at the last episode "which make me think this ending suck"He died....the money he stolen from..the owner came back for his life on his wedding day....

From what i realise from this show...It is not worth it for money to sacrifice your own life...

I felt quite sad when the male character died...And he just died outside of the church on his own wedding without anyone noticing except for the dog which came out of the church..

Tests Season...

2008-02-21T06:52:00.000-08:00

OMG....There are so many tests nowadays in secondary 4...Hope i retained in secondary 3 so there is no need to study that hard haha KIDDING OK ???

Doing revision~~~~~~

Opps...i was busying doing my homework and revision for tests tomorrow
Sorry that i din't post much heehee

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Byes byes^^

Worth-time stuffs took from Shuting 's blog

2008-02-13T04:40:00.000-08:00

Lets101 - Free Online Dating Network

This thing is kind of fake to me though...

Lets101 - Free Online Dating

This is kind of truth though except the good kisser thing...

Where there is life , there is hope

2008-02-13T03:38:00.000-08:00

Hi guys , For the Chinese new year i think i am just going to post about the day that i went for KTV?? For the rest , i forgotten about it and seriously i am so lazy to do it...Need to study for 'N'Level T_T

So here are the pictures^^

Before the Ktv , I met Kaijie at the coffee shop.

After that , I am went to the nearest atm to withdraw my money...

But in the end...the atm was disfunctioning and i was unable to withdraw my money

for the ktv...

Lucky i remembered that near jiemin house there is a atm...

Took a cab down and meet up with the rest...

After singing for a while ,Zhixun and MingSoon came The Hunks!!!!
The Beauties~~
From the left:SweeHong,Chungaik,Jiemin and Shuting

Romantic Couple....

After 11pm...We went and see the fireworks.....It was my first time watching it..

It was too beautiful and i definitely enjoy it

Went Jiemin house for a serious slacking.............

Quite windy....Feel so peaceful over there

CA &JM brought 3 bottles of wine for all of the whole gang to share

Drank a mouthful of wine to kill my thirst...

After playing a bit of sparkles

All of us decided to go home after that...

Kaijie come my house to stay overnight^^

THE GROUP OF THE DAY!!

Back from the Grave...

2008-02-11T22:59:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone...First of all , I would like to greet you guys with a happy chinese new year!!
Recently i dint blog is all because i am moving out of my house to my granny house to stay with her..Then the internet connection was gone...I just got back my internet today you see...
I will update those previous days near the chinese new year as soon as possible ok?

Enjoy your stay^^

Replies of taggies
ChengJun:You are one evil guy!!
Jer:I also not gay!No such thing as scarly de=.=

Days of peace~~

2008-01-25T23:51:00.000-08:00

Took from the highest floor of my building.. How is it?
Actually the sky should be brighter than this picture..
If only i can make it brighter , the result will be a lot better.

I do not even know why i got the interest to take picture for a sudden Haha...Perhap too bored?

Well ,this morning went for Mr.Kung
extra lesson for maths..Absorb a bit
I am aiming to get an A1 for math!!!
(Dreaming)But will try my best..RAWRRR

After that head to Tiong Bahru for lunch with Chungaik , Jiemin , Kenneth , Muntat and last but not least kaijie....

Then which is what i hate to say....We all went home....except for Chungaik and Kenneth going to Plaza Singapura to get Chungaik's Ipod fixed....

Heart melting song....

2008-01-25T23:23:00.001-08:00

This song is a song i found on youtube..i find it very nice and decide to
present it to you guys...Hope you will like it just as i

(Lyrics)
I know there's something in
the wake of your smile.
I get a notion from the look
in your eyes, yea.
You've built a love but
that love falls apart.
Your little piece of
heaven turns too dark.

Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.

Sometimes you wonder if this
fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all
lost in the tide, yea.
They're swept away and
nothing is what is seems,
the feeling of belonging to your dreams.

[ Lyrics found at www.mp3lyrics.org/dZ ]
Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.

And there are voices
that want to be heard.
So much to mention
but you can't find the words.
The scent of magic,
the beauty that's been
when love was wilder than the wind.

Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before...
Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before...... you tell him goodbye

Music Gimme Life!!

2008-01-24T05:19:00.000-08:00

Haha...Forget about my previous Emotional Post heehee
I am fine now!
Credit To 'Hikari E' This song made me so alive hahaha

Ages is catching up

2008-01-24T04:41:00.000-08:00

John Happy 17th Birthday!!
Hope you enjoy what happen this afternoon ha ha..
Sorry that i couldn't get you any presents...short of money you see ha ha...
Perhaps after the Chinese new year , i get you a present or treat you to a movie?

Guys..Nowadays i always getting angry or perhaps emotional for no reason...
Just ignore me OK?I know what the problems that is causing me to be all this but i am unable to solve it...And i wish i can just share it with you guys

Just for me...

2008-01-20T06:12:00.000-08:00

[ Introduction ]
Yeah...
It's my life...
in my own words I guess...

[ Verse 1 ]
Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you are their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm her
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for turns on you to despite you?
What happens when you become the main source of a pain?
"Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane
"Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?"
I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy
Daddy's writing this song, this song ain't gonna write itself
I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself
Then turn right around on that song and tell her you love her
And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her
That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy
Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby...

[ Chorus ]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And not even feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And not even feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...

[ Verse 2 ]
I keep having this dream, I'm pushin' Hailie on the swing
She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing
"You're making Mommy cry, why? Why is Mommy crying?"
Baby, Daddy ain't leaving no more, "Daddy you're lying
"You always say that, you always say this is the last time
"But you ain't leaving no more, Daddy you're mine"
She's piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it
"Daddy please, Daddy don't leave, Daddy - no stop it!"
Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
It's got a picture, "this'll keep you safe Daddy, take it withcha'"
I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror
These fuckin' walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear 'em
They're saying "You've got one more chance
to do right" - and it's tonight
[ Lyrics found at www.mp3lyrics.org/aW ]
Now go out there and show that you love 'em before it's too late
And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
It's turns to a stage, they're gone, and the spotlight is on
And I'm singing...

[ Chorus ]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And not even feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And not even feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...

[ Verse 3 ]
Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat
The curtain closes, they're throwing roses at my feet
I take a bow and thank you all for coming out
They're screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing
"Daddy it's me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleeding,"
But baby we're in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?
"I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin'
"You lied to me Dad, and now you make Mommy sad
"And I bought you this coin, it says 'Number One Dad'
"That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin
"I get the point - fine, me and Mommy are goin"
But baby wait, "it's too late Dad, you made you're choice
"Now go up there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us"
That's what they want, they want you Marshall,
they keep.. screamin' your name
It's no wonder you can't go to sleep,
just take another pill
Yeah,betcha you will. You rap about
it, yeah, word, k-keep it real
I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see
How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me
I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it
Put it to my brain and scream "die Shady" and pop it
The sky darkens, my life flashes, the
plane that I was supposed to be on crashes
and burns to ashes
That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin'
It's Spring and Hailie's outside swinging,
I walk right up to Kim and kiss her
Tell her I miss her, Hailie just smiles
and winks at her little sister
Almost as if to say..

[ Chorus/Outro ]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And not even feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And not even feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...

Forever is a fairytales...

2008-01-18T23:22:00.000-08:00

The time now is 11pm...So tired...
I Could not recall anything except all the things happen just right after math lesson ended.

Well , Kai Jie , Beng Shiang , Mun tat , John and me help out with Mr.Kung with some paper works and stuffs..

Ha ha i will remember what we did to the teachers names..

After that , Kaijie , Mun Tat and me went off to Tiong Bahru Plaza for lunch..
Saw Jiemin and Mengci behind us..So they joined us to Tiong bahru also

On the way there , Kai Jie and me treat both the girls as our pet and
we were like explaining to each other what kinds of breeds are ours dogs..

Upon reaching Tiong Bahru Mengci went off...leaving 4 of us at Tiong Bahru
Cannot resist the way how muntat enjoyed his meal...So i bought one for myself too...

After finishing our foods...We played our psp and jiemin and kaijie were watching us till John and Chungaik came...

The rest i am lazy to type already>.<
Wanna find out more?..Just check out from other people

Here are some riddles and their answers

2008-01-17T04:35:00.000-08:00

1.Why shouldn't you tell secrets when a clock is around ?
answer:Because time will tell

2.How can you make a soup rich?
answer:Add 14 carrots (carats) to it

3.Why do wallets make so much noise?
answer: Because money always do the talking

4.What kinda of house weighs the least?
answer: a lighthouse

5.Why is the Dracula's family so close?
answer: because blood is thicker then water

6.Why is the world like a faulty jigsaw puzzle?
answer:Because a peace ( piece ) is missing

7.What question can you never answer a yes to it?
answer:"Are you asleep?"

8.What can you hold without your hands?
answer:Your breath"

9.The more there is of it , the less you see it. What is it?
answer:Darkness

10.Why wasn't the girl afraid of the shark ?
answer:Because it was a man-eating shark.

Experiences is the best teachers...

2008-01-15T05:18:00.000-08:00

Today morning woke up in thirty-minute earlier because that i need to get to school and show
Mr.Chan my seven items that is required for his lesson (Thank John)
.After getting all the 7 items i went to canteen to have my breakfast.

After buying the burger from the malay stall , the canteen start to "blackout" and i am like=.="
So i cannot enjoy my burger slowly instead i have to force it all into my mouth...

Went to the staff room to meet Mr.Chan for him to check my 7 items...In the end only 2 of the people that brought the 7 items was marked and the rest of us were told to come back at recess..and i was like what the fuck?After all the effort waking up so early and john effort is like wasted...

So we went to gather at the arena for our morning assemble.After the assemble was over
We went back to class for our social studies...Then i found out we are suppose to have a test today...In the end of it i only wrote 3 sentences out of the test....

Next up was Chemistry lesson.. I am already getting tired of the test i did just now and really lost the feeling to study on..but in the end i force myself to get onto the mood to study..So i move next to john and share with him a piece of worksheet as i did not brought it..Had a little chat with him then we move down to chemistry lab to have our practical lesson..It was quite fun have slowly trying it out but thank to tajinder on telling me to do or i guess i rot away on Chemistry again..

After that it was P.E lesson..Sorry Mr.Teo that i did not attend for the lesson and i know that really upset you but i really do have an injury on my knee

Went for Recess and after eating ..Kaijie ,BengShiang and me went back to the staff room to look for Mr.Chan..But this time ,we wait around for twenty-minutes but there is still no sign of him..
Then we decided to wait to the first bell ring and then go back to class for our lesson

After the Bell rang..Boonkeat ,Kaijie ,Bengshiang and me walk back to class for English Lesson..

As usual, Mr.Sandhu always keep the class morale up alive by cracking some jokes and play some nice songs for us..Today he showed us the pictures he took when he was in Vietnam assisting some pupils over that for English..After that he show us a clip that teach us the way we should be like..

Carve your happy memories on the stone as it will cannot be remove in any form of way and carve your sad memories on the sand as the wind will blow them away..

Then next up was E.M lesson...After hearing what he said..i felt kind of sorry for him as he really put in a lot of effort for us......He already has a lot of work to do and yet he spent times for us on Saturday giving us extra tuition...I really regret what i did last year and came late for my tuition...
From now on i will pull up my socks and start to get prepare for my 'N'level subjects

I AM ALIVE AGAIN for awhile?

2008-01-12T04:06:00.000-08:00

This song is introduce to me by one of my friends
So now i am reintroduce it to you guys^^Hope you like it

(Lyrics)
Take a look around
Don't you see it
See that you are the only real face in the room
No one here has a clue what your feelin'
Don't feel bad
Keep your sadness alive

Look at all these happy people
Living their lives
Look at all these plastic people
There's nothing inside
Look at all these shallow people
Telling their lies
Look at all these empty people, people

Don’t you know
That misery loves company
Yeah I heard
That misery was looking for me
Happiness, is a face that don't look good on me
Yeah I heard
That misery comes looking for me
Whoa, misery's my company
Whoa, misery is looking for me
Looking for me

The hands are up now
Everybody singing
Everybody’s movin’
They've programe their feelings
their synchronizin'
And criticizin'
Don't feel bad
Keep your sadness alive

Look at all these happy people
Living their lives
Look at all these plastic people
They're dying inside
Look at all these shallow people
Telling their lies
Look at all these empty people, people

Don't you know
That misery loves company
Yeah I heard
That misery was looking for me
Happiness, is a face that don't look good on me
Yeah I heard
That misery comes looking for me
Whoa, misery's my company
Whoa, misery is looking for me

Don't you know this misery loves me
Don't you know this misery loves me
Don't you know this misery loves me
Don't you know this misery loves me
Loves me

So you're tired of runnin'
You're tired of hurting
You're tired of living in their lie
You're tired of listening
You're tired of hurting
Keep your sadness alive, alive, alive

Don't you know
That misery loves company
Yeah I heard
That misery was looking for me
Happiness, is a face that don't look good on me
Yeah I heard
That misery comes looking for me
Don't you know
That misery loves company
Yeah I heard
Misery was looking for me
Happiness, is a face that don't look good on me
Yeah I heard
That misery comes looking for your mum

Whoa, misery's my company
Whoa, misery is looking for me

2008-01-08T05:42:00.000-08:00

Guys

From today my blog will be officially dead~~

You are able to choose to come tag or listen the songs i picked

But if you came for updated posts

i am sorry to say you came in vainTT

[If my blog revive,i will be you guys know hahas...]

Ending 07 Coming 08

2008-01-01T02:29:00.000-08:00

WOOOOTS

LAST NIGHT WAS HELL OF A BLAST FUN!!!

HAD BBQ WITH ALL THE FRIENDS I HAD FOR THE PAST YEARS!

CHAT WITH CA 'S FRIENDS AND ZHIXUN

BUT

Before reaching all this fun stuff..lemme tell you how lucky i am...on last day of the year...

When i reach bus stop..missed 1 bus...

Met zx...wait for 63..too full to get on.....

Go take bus 33 but the bus 63 behind..(i am trying to save time walking by taking bus33)

BUT THE DIRECT BUS BEHIND BUS 33...

Ok then nvm...

I and kenneth slowly walk walk walk...

SadlyT_T

Lazy take pictures.

sooooooooo

This post is kinda suck and i lazy extract pictures from jiemin and pamela blog>.<

Signing Off

SpadeyBoi~

Lryic&Video for thiller~~

2008-01-01T02:25:00.000-08:00

Its close to midnight and something evils lurking in the dark
Under the moonlight you see a sight that almost stops your heart
You try to scream but terror takes the sound before you make it
You start to freeze as horror looks you right between the eyes,
Youre paralyzed
Chorus
cause this is thriller, thriller night
And no ones gonna save you from the beast about strike
You know its thriller, thriller night
Youre fighting for your life inside a killer, thriller tonight

2nd verse
You hear the door slam and realize theres nowhere left to run
You feel the cold hand and wonder if youll ever see the sun
You close your eyes and hope that this is just imagination
But all the while you hear the creature creepin up behind
Youre out of time

Chorus
cause this is thriller, thriller night
There aint no second chance against the thing with forty eyes
You know its thriller, thriller night
Youre fighting for your life inside of killer, thriller tonight

Bridge
Night creatures call
And the dead start to walk in their masquerade
Theres no escapin the jaws of the alien this time
(theyre open wide)
This is the end of your life

3rd verse
Theyre out to get you, theres demons closing in on every side
They will possess you unless you change the number on your dial
Now is the time for you and I to cuddle close together
All thru the night Ill save you from the terror on the screen,
Ill make you see
Chorus
That this is thriller, thriller night
cause I can thrill you more than any ghost would dare to try
Girl, this is thriller, thriller night
So let me hold you tight and share a killer, diller, chiller
Thriller here tonight

Darkness falls across the land
The midnite hour is close at hand
Creatures crawl in search of blood
To terrorize yawls neighbourhood
And whosoever shall be found
Without the soul for getting down
Must stand and face the hounds of hell
And rot inside a corpses shell
The foulest stench is in the air
The funk of forty thousand years
And grizzy ghouls from every tomb
Are closing in to seal your doom
And though you fight to stay alive
Your body starts to shiver
For no mere mortal can resist
The evil of the thriller

Stuffs that been through..~DAY 2

2007-12-22T05:39:00.001-08:00

Go jiemin house drink"drink"
Jiemin..i told you before i gonna disturb your hamster oneday liao ^^
Take picture while i withdraw money from atm...
Again taking....
Again and AGAIN!!!Weeleng..jiemin joining you clan..haha just kidding..Vivocity is big....

Stuffs that been through..~

2007-12-22T05:30:00.001-08:00

WentOutWithPamela&Zhixun~~
Walan..I hate double chin...
SuntecConventionCentre
Well..Picture took by zx"Blurred"Lousy haha
Picture taken by me"Clear"I am the pro^^ Coke~Classical~~

Have A slacky Chat over here^^

Sorry..no more songs of chipmunks liao

2007-12-15T04:53:00.000-08:00

Will find more trends and stuff to entertain you guys

Byes~

Just videos pickup from youtube

2007-12-12T05:44:00.000-08:00

Hi guys sorry dint get much bloggin nowadays haha..psp freak ^^
But must remember what we all said if we pass our exam ^^ Must study also

Actually i upload this song becuz of it song...not much of the video haha

Well just to let you have a understanding of what game i am playing in it^^

Cya ^^

Here is the thing u ask for John and jiemin~

2007-12-02T04:28:00.000-08:00

Q: NAME A FREND WHOSE NAME STARTS WITH A 'S'

Answer:Shittygal

Q: 4TH PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALLS

Answer:None~.~

Q: WHAT DID THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED SAY?

Answer:>.

Q: DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?

Answer:No..chew ice

Q: DO YOU HAVE CURLY HAIR?

Answer:Yes...at my dick o.0

Q: WHAT IS THE NEXT CONCERT YOU'RE GOING TO?

Answer:Moneygiving concert.....^^

Q: WHOS THE COOLEST PERSON IN YOUR LIFE?

Answer:No one

Q: WHAT WORDS DO YOU SAY ALOT ?

Answer:Fuck ur mother!

Q: WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?

Answer:The Foods my granny cooked...

Q: WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID TO SOMEONE AND WHO WAS IT?

Answer:Kanna punished..u like it?? My dog....

Q: DO YOU WATCH TV?

Answer:Yea...Ppls who dun watch are computer freak!!

Q: HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE, DONNIEDARKO?

Answer:That one arh!!nv heard of it...

Q: EVER BEEN HUNTING?

Answer:Yes..i can hunt alot of animal in my class

Q: IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?

Answer:When i 30+

Q: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, ''I LOVE YOU'' AND MEANT IT?

Answer:When i buy my psp..

Q: WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW?

Answer:Play psp

Q: DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?

Answer:Rickz,Spade,-LastTearS-,I3loodHounD

Q: DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?

Answer:In fairytales..reallife? Never...

Q: WHO'S THE YOUNGEST ONE IN THE FAMILY?

Answer:My Dog

Q: IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?

Answer:Ask Doctor...

Q: LAST TIME YOU USED A SKATEBOARD?

Answer:Yes..But lost skill liao

Q: WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU SLEPT BESIDE YOUR HOUSE?

Answer:Granny house

Q: EVER RUN OUT OF GAS ON THE ROAD?

Answer:Get me a car first...

Q: BEST MOVIE YOU'VE SEEN IN THE PAST TWO WEEKS?

Answer:LuckyStar

Q: WHO DO YOU TRUST THE MOST?

Answer:Myself

Q: DO YOU THINK PEOPLE WHO COME UP WITH BRAIN DEAD QUIZZES ARE CRYING FOR HELP IN SOME TWISTED WAY?

Answer:Ask them dun ask me....

LAST...

Game played..Audition

Hp called...Muntat

TODAY...

Eat Mac breakfast!!

Play monsterHunter!!!

Go safra play!!!

CURRENTLY:

Doing this shitty boring stuff~.~

Typing the keyboard...

Watching at the computer screen

Pickup a phonecall...

TRUE OR FALSE:

I am a morning person: Never...Just being forced to...

I am a perfectionist:OkOk la...

I am an only child:I wished....had a brother

I am currently in my pajamas:I dun wear that kinda of g@yly stuff

I am online 24/7:No way...sleeping is essence of life...

I am very shy around the opposite gender:Ya rite...as if...

I can be paranoid:When i am angry or ppls being sarcastic

I currently regret something that I have done:Not currently...last time..

I enjoy talking on the phone:Yea..

I have a lot to learn:Ya....

I have a secret:Ehh ya the person i like^^...wont let u know de heehee

Q: DO YOU CLEAN UP NICE?

Answer:Yes but i lazy

2007-11-27T22:46:00.000-08:00

Class Outing pictures posted. Always the same me^^Steal Photos from other blogs haha

East Coast sea...

Our bbq pit....

The Ghost in town hahaIce-cream man

Show off...

Whatever Anything's son

Blahblah black sheep From sentosaSo fit sia...

Miss pangStarting up the fire for bbq
Cooking chicken satay and sambal stingray and sotongDancing goat and can drinks...

Jetty....Sat down there and feel the wind blow...

Cycling with chungaik weeleng daniel miss pang mengci and jiemin
Skating in water...Saw a child fall down...AIYO...
Boonkeat "friends"

No more picture until upload
Signing off Spadez

Currently playin this game on psp

2007-11-26T04:11:00.000-08:00

This melody came from both dj max portable 1 or version 2

If u have this melody please send it to me
Thank..

I Think this is a better version of oblivion -RockStyle-

This melody is nice too...look at the combo...

Outing Of DEATH WAHAHAHA

2007-11-21T05:39:00.000-08:00

Anyone wanna go ktv at the 30/11/07????????

It is the end of this month

And It is on friday

Msg me or tag me at my blog thanks:D

PLEASE DUN EMAIL ME (I always deleted them)

Call or sms me if u have my number also

AND MOST OF ALL MUST COMFIRM WITH ME 5DAYS EARLIER BEFORE THE 30/11/07

Drowning in my own blood..

2007-11-20T21:03:00.001-08:00

THIS is a nice song ^^

2d times ^^

2007-11-19T19:22:00.000-08:00

Yesterday went out to orchard with pam vera and zx but i meet zx at his hse first lemme play o2jam woot... reallie long time nv play liao... now play can die!!!!

Took 16 to lucky plaza cross the road go taka ^^

Same reaction from pam and vera zzzzzzz

MY HAIR GOT SO OUTSTANDING ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOL

Go eat ajisen ...second time eat only heehee

quite salty though but still ok ^^

argh....shouldnt have drank the red wine...

making my stomach pain Z.Z

After that go to a place(Forget name liao >.<)

Spammed Photo taking

And take a stroll to the cine leisure!!!

Go arcade and we all play >>Daytona<

Woots I Am the First!!!!

Then vera second (Dint see u in the race at all de lorh)

zx third (haha i make him crash)

and PANDA the last!!!!!(starting dunno how to control the car)LOL

After that i think we go home liao but first we go follow zx go topup his ezlink card

then passby the skatepark...All so pro de and fit...Jealous sia...

THEN ALL GO HOME LIAO

Hi guys!!

2007-11-16T21:33:00.000-08:00

Hello guys haha i know i haven been posting for a long time and u guys longed for it rite!! hahah

(sorry i buay yao bai>.<)heehee..

and i been playing with a game call MonsterhunterFreedom2 as u all know haha so i would like to introduce u too this game if u have a psp and most of all u must like violence

This game is kinda hard to play and understand in the beginning and is really a need ppls to teach game

So....Only those people that have friends playing this game should play though as it is a boring game when u play alone haha

But luckily for me i got some "friends" in the internet that can play with me and help me out

emm actually i also dun really know much about the game yet hehes..

BUT overall i rate this game 5- stars!!!!

And yea I AM SO BORED AT HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ASK ME OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It is almost so true....(Took from jiemin)

2007-11-01T07:24:00.000-07:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long

How can leave me out haha!!!

2007-10-30T23:46:00.000-07:00

Man...he is flexible...

This Game is nice^^

Follow Rest Of them Blog Video songs Hahahas

Harshful Day....

2007-10-26T07:25:00.000-07:00

Today is a once in a blue moon incident that happen to our class in the 1st and 2nd period

Mr.kung dint teach us mathematices and instead let us watch a movie quite motiviating..

I guess all the ways mr.kung motivated us come from the movies LOL...

Keep playing with muntat on psp game

Quite a fun game although it will be tough in the begining

But all things are tough in the starting marh..

Recess liao(Same Store As Usual)Eat 3 years liao dunno why not sianz de lol

Go play psp back in class again ....

LOL Muntat keep complaining kanna whoop by the monster haha

Miss Pang Giving us back the report book

Play psp Tio Gan by derek tan... suay bye....

But he returned it in the end of the day in a condition haha...

~~~When i am at home~~~

Muntat came over my house after he went home do his barang barang ..

My brother connect with us go kill rathalos

LOL I TIO DCED WHEN WE ARE DOING THE QUEST...

Muntat shiok lorh ...My brother kill until the dragon wanna die then he dced....

then he can kill the stupid dragon himself...WHILE I DCED EARLIER

THEN THE STUPID DRAGON STILL SO FIT ....

***6PM***

Muntat *bought* a psp game from me call marvel nemesis

lol from $2 u now only keep treating me drinks got game liao shiok hor hahas...

Walk him home then slowly crawl home lol...

Nothing Much Fun afterWard

Signing Off

Spadez

A Bright Day for me Today

2007-10-19T06:17:00.000-07:00

Here Is My Beloved psp slim

Cost me $380

Give Money Dat time is reallie a hell......

Actually wanna go to the SimCity or sim something de lar cannot rmb lols

But in the end my brother brought me to QueenWays Shopping Centre to get it

So the psp is purchased at dere in the end...

Alot Of Important Stuffs I need to Know To Update my psp and

all other barang barang....

Yipee!! haha

Will Updated On The Nxt Events

Returned Of the ReportBookso.0

Signing Off

Spadez

Tags Replied.....

2007-10-18T07:06:00.000-07:00

Vera: I know i am promoted but i am still not meetin my family expectations of me
Cannot stand the pressure given by them ..

Jiemin:I am promoted but i still dun feel gd...i can nv make my family proud of me...

Shuting:Thank For Talking With me at msn for a long time ~I reallie Felt Relieve From all
Pressure i had By talkin to you~

Hell:I am tryin to do dat ..but it is reallie hard ~and yea if ppls is borned stupid i am sure
damme happy le..

John: Thank for Consoling me with ur tags ..appreciated it
I Know dat ur mood now is swinging just lyk i do now but let just try to control the
pressure in us kz?

Do i Deserve To Live In Tis World?...

2007-10-18T06:53:00.000-07:00

All Of My Friends has a unique kind of strength in them ...

Be it clever or strong or anyother positive stuffs

Wad about me ? since secondary 1 i been trying to find what was unique in me

and what kind of strength do i had...

Till now i couldnt find anything in me...

i am just a rotten apple just lyk wad a movie had said...

Even my Parent and my elder brother looked down on me even if i passed my exam in a average marks...

If u ever Passby my blog pls gimme a reply is there anything positive about me

My Mind is Not Thinking Straight now....I reallie do need ur help....

Signing Off

Spadez

A Crack in my Heart

2007-10-17T07:21:00.000-07:00

Nice To see my friends around me able to get to their secondary 4 sucessfully and i wished ur all the best nxt year as class 4D ..and same for the other classes too

But Sayin all this stuffs make me feel so envious of u guys....

I Feel so LeftOut When i see ur discussing ur marks happily while i sat there alone and Cried

Deep Down in my heart...

Issit dat i reallie dint put in my efforts enough or i am jus a Borned stupid Person...

Maybe i am selfish to think tis way ..but if jus only i am not alone to feel all tis pain

But on the second thought ,i will feel more bad and guilty if my friends failed or something..

As u see i only get

English(50/100)haven add the CAs and SA1(Maybe Will Pull me Down)and there go my life

Principal Of Accounts(501/2)

Chinese(62/100)

Chemistry(331/2)

Physic(14)

ScienceTotal(48)rounded up

SocialStudies&History(31)

Thank alot to those have been givin me all the encourage i need

but i reallie cannot get the words in my mind...

If u were me , I guess it is natural dat u will feel jus the same as me now...

And For Those Dat are In a Situation Worse then me....

All i can sae is Be Mentally Prepared To Be Retain oR Gd Luck ...

U will need it as Same as me ....

Signing Off

Spadez

Pics and alot more of stories below tis post pls Scroll down got 2 posts

2007-10-06T07:12:00.001-07:00

Now u understand why singaporeans are kiasu...Got sales all Chiong liaoPeople has been sayin i am big in size....look quite true..

Jiemin and me...She Requested me to kneel down to get to same height with her lol Vera With me ...so long nv hang out wif her le ^^WootsThe Buddy dat been through wif me for 3 solid years

In 2005 , 2006 and 2007

Here the ChinaProduct For u PamieWong

Wad the hell u doin zx??~~ Kiss her oso nv jio me oso lol
Zhixun is so blessedT.T
Group Pics
Pamie Position very"classic"

Mom called me then followed by zx mom called him lol

Check Out Panda yawning so cute hor...

Well I Like myself very much haha(if u dun lyk urself how are u goin to lyk others??)

ThE Shadow of ME

SigningOff Spadez

Stress Relieve Day haha

2007-10-06T06:40:00.000-07:00

((((((((((Went Out To Paya Lebar ))))))))

Meet Kaiz at a bus stop then went tiong to meet zx pam vera jm

Get A New Pair Of Shoes As The Converse Shop Gonna Closed Down liao =(

BuT The Got The WareHouse Sale

All the Things' price u see there is like 50% discount arhh

Todae Has proven dat All Singaporeans is veri Kiasu includin me haha

Lot of ppls there squeezing here and there.....

Walk around for 1HR Then i got a shoe dat i found dat is jus okok nia

then the one i lyk all very common then i dunwan liao...

Took my frenz advice got a shoe of the same design but different colour

But still not bad not so sianz about the shoes

Zhixun got a bag wif something inside haha...Kaiz Got a Highcut Sneaker green in colour

all got the stuff we want except the gals sry for makin ur wait for us haha

(Vivo City)

Took lunch and the zx and kaiz lend me some money xie xie le worh haha

at there keep teasin me arh nvm i will haf my revenge de grrrrhhhh!!!!!

Had Slackin Session Over there Saw a 2 couple arguein lol ..

todae is anti-valentine day i guess saw 2 couple

First Couple argue at there then walk apart with some distance

Second Couple the girl at there cried then the Guy at there see her cried

So mean sia the guy dunno wad happen but i and zx predict lyk the guys ask for a breakup

wad a sad story...

After there went to Visit some kinda of petshop over there

The Dog All Very Cute epecially the Golden Retriever

Just woke up blurblur de so kawai haha

Then went to acarde walk around but bo money ...sianzz

then send kaiz to busstop then we all got walk walk around take pics

So Go Outside the vivo slack again

Then Went Home~~~

Overall It Was A Fun day i must admit....At least I Forgot bout the fte stuffs

And got 2 people same feelin as me ^^ not so depress le

Signing Off

Spadez

Exam Over (Hurray)

2007-10-04T22:29:00.000-07:00

Gratz Every Dat Noe dat can pass their Exam..

Gd Luck In Promotion

For Nxt Year Will the ReportBook Send Me To Hell(Retain In Secondary 3 na) Or Lemme Go to Heaven?(Promoted To Secondary 4D na)

DAYS OF TORMENT....
I Kinda Feel More Stress After Exam Waiting For the Day Getting ReportBook...Many Of My Frenz said i Wont Retain But Deep Inside My Heart

I Dun Feel Safe ..How i wish i can return to past and Stop My Mistake

Felt Jealous Dat Ppls can Enjoy Their Holidays

Just Hope Dat Teachers will haf mercy On Me...

I learnt my mistake for the past of tis year

Who Can UnderStand My Pain?

Signing Off

Spadez

Last Post Before FTE

2007-09-28T07:07:00.001-07:00

Well i took john 's advice ..So Very Firstly WishEd We ALL Promote to Sec 4 Academic Sucessfully as a CLASS

Secondly Take a Look at Todae Post barh

^%$TODAY MORNING$%^

Lesson As Usual Not Much..

Then CME MissPang Bring Us To Comlab..

Sound Fun hor ..InTheEnd Do Survey (BORED!!)

P.E was very L.O.L 4 mE And Muntat

John Kept unable To serve the ShuttleCock

So made me sweehong muntat me kept on laughin..

Recess..

Do a "experiment"wif muntat lol

Very Painful ExperimentT.T

^%$AFTERNOON$%^

Went To The Library Study

And (Sry!!) Guys Dat i Got Nasty Back dere

I Got Too Frustrated Over My Studies..

I cannot control my emotion well

Then Ty To Those That Help me Get Ms Wong

Appreciated<

Hehe 2nd vp came and teach bk chem

HE superduper Stressed hahaha

Then When To LJS eat wif eggy meow meow and me (God Of Fortune=.=)

Just To be Fair i suaned myself oso kz ZzZz

Once again GOOD LUCK FOR FINAL TERM EXAM!!!

signing off

Spadez

Try it urself (From jm blog take de)

2007-09-27T06:30:00.000-07:00

Your Brain is 33% Female, 67% Male

You have a total boy brainLogical and detailed, you tend to look at the factsAnd while your emotions do sway you sometimes...You never like to get feelings too involved

http://www.blogthings.com/whatgenderisyourbrainquiz/">What Gender Is Your Brain?